i finally did the acid that i’ve been holding onto for a while saturday night.
i had been drinking and was kinda talked into it but also wanted to do it.. i just got a body buzz and lights were strong and i giggled and it wasn’t what i thought it’d be like.
i had all these sad thoughts and dreams and now i just feel sad and weird. more sad and weirder than usual. i kept telling my partner how we were total opposites and he didn’t understand what i meant and it made me feel lonely. we watched rocky horror and bronson. whatever