i finally did the acid that i’ve been holding onto for a while saturday night.

i had been drinking and was kinda talked into it but also wanted to do it.. i just got a body buzz and lights were strong and i giggled and it wasn’t what i thought it’d be like.

i had all these sad thoughts and dreams and now i just feel sad and weird. more sad and weirder than usual. i kept telling my partner how we were total opposites and he didn’t understand what i meant and it made me feel lonely. we watched rocky horror and bronson. whatever

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bird-madgirl:

Robert Smith, Ireland, 1987 Robert was staying out in Ireland and I went out there to show him the artwork for The Cure In Orange film. He said, “Bring a camera”, so I took a polaroid camera because he likes to approve stuff there and then. I took him round the grounds of this old ruined castle in the freezing cold and we took loads of pictures. He was incredibly relaxed – they’re not posed, we didn’t work that way.
From Obscure : The Cure by Andy Vella(x)

bird-madgirl:

Robert Smith, Ireland, 1987
Robert was staying out in Ireland and I went out there to show him the artwork for The Cure In Orange film. He said, “Bring a camera”, so I took a polaroid camera because he likes to approve stuff there and then. I took him round the grounds of this old ruined castle in the freezing cold and we took loads of pictures. He was incredibly relaxed – they’re not posed, we didn’t work that way.

From Obscure : The Cure by Andy Vella

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